WAE, RUNNING MAN, WAE???

Why must they come when my mamat and I are at the tail end of saving for our wedding? :,(

(Source: One TV Asia)

Really, really, REALLY want to go because Running Man has been such a freaking integral part of my mamat and I punya relationship for the past years - most of our dates consist of watching or re-watching Running Man episodes together. We make references to Running Man episodes all the time, and we've promised each other that if Running Man was to ever step into Singapore for filming or even just a fan meet, we are so gonna be there together.

Unfortunately, this has come at THE WORST TIMING EVER - we're not supposed to take any chances financially or use our spare cash because we're veryyyyy wary of last minute surprise payments that we may need to make for our wedding between now until just after the wedding.

My mat says this is an instance where it is just not our rezeki and tried to feebly convince me that Running Man will return to Singapore and by then, we'll be able to spend on concerts and theater shows and showcases like we used to. He's already been so damn supportive and understanding with a lot of stuff during this journey so this is the part I let this go, right? Sighhh. Why can't this fan meet in Singapore be held after November or something.....

Oh why now, Running Man, why :(

P.S. If anyone knows of ANY contest that is giving away tickets to this, PLEASE ALERT ME THX

in a heartbeat, one year later

This time last year, I received heart-wrenching news and dealt with it by writing this.

Last week would have been your first year wedding anniversary but as takdir would have it, it was not meant to be. Today, your family and friends are left mourning on your first death anniversary instead.

Perhaps this reminder of your death anniversary has come at a timely manner - in the midst of fretting over our venue issues (which was a venue we considered after you held your wedding there), I am once again reminded that there is only so much we can plan and hope and dream for our wedding, our honeymoon, our marriage, our home and our future together... because if it is not meant for us, He can and He will take them all away in a single heartbeat. No matter the place, no matter the day, no matter the time, death does not discriminate.

May you and your wife rest in peace, Najib. Al-Fateha.